MESSAGE OF A LOVER

In the suffering that forced me to lie powerless in this room.
I forced myself to write with this ink, as an expression of love that very much on you.
This finger was difficult to write the word, because this feeling can not be measured with the ink and the words

my lover ..
the years have this love in my heart
and during that same sense of love and affection was hit by successive hurricanes
isn't my lover ...
I'm not a coward like you accuse me for this
and I'm not a torturer and a feeling of inner
really .......
why do you not understand..

my lover ..
the first time we met, ten years ago,
I've decided to rise from despair over my lack empowerment against all the suffering matchless.
and you also know that .....
together we got picked up in the moonlight bond
because since the day that's really the heart and soul has been filled by you.
presence gave new spirit to me, healing my pain, until I was able to survive until today.

my lover ...
I kiss your forehead with a drop of tears when you're sick
I tried to defend you when you're helpless
I stroked your hair until you fall asleep
I always pray for you so you can quickly recover.
I remember you when you're away
I always remember your words
I keep my love for you
I locked my heart because my heart just for you.
why you don't feel it??

But my love ..
why did you leave me alone
why did you stop beating heart ?
why did you attack me like I was a criminal ?
why do you torment me like I was a prisoner of war ?
Didn't it a little compassion ?

my lover ..
if I go one day
don't you let the tears down your cheeks are beautiful.
because I really like your cheek it.
And please you looking for a lover who could give the throne happy, because a beautiful woman like you deserve to be happy.
let me go with a million memories with you
If this body survive the passage by land, let!
but you will always be in my heart, until God unite us in the nature of heaven.

my lover ..
thank you for all your kindness and sincerity during this
thanks for the memories you have given
thank you for your presence my heart until the end of my life
you are the most beautiful woman ever in my heart

I hope God protects you while I'm not there, and I hope God always makes you happy, because you deserve happiness

my lover ...
I was waiting at the door of heaven

warm greetings .....

LOVE THAT HURTS

Sulking in a thirsty soul
chest pierced dangle punishment
wait happy vapid arrived
grass torn open hole

Squeezed by the board under the dark
leave love in the dark
remove the name of hope
lying dead on a dark night

Not to fret
not to upset
had to go natural paradise
or slammed into the abyss of hell

No ... no you're not wrong
let the dove fly away and landed somewhere
expressed a sense of who
old though there was no sense of

Since the rain did not come
Instead, you stabbed my heart with lies
convey the soul at the end of the sword
so you know the meaning of love

aku tak seperti itu lagi

kabut tebal telah datang menyelimuti gelap malam ini, tiupan angin pun semakin kenjang menerjang pepohonan depan rumah itu, aku berdiri tepat dimana kau pernah berdiri memandangi dedaunan yang jatuh tertiup angin. Aku sendiri disini...dan masih sendiri...

kembang yang kau tanam melambai-lambai pada seonggok tanah yang telah kering, kupandangi kembang itu, dengan tatapan kosong tak bercahaya, sebab kau tak pernah lagi ada mencumbui kelopak merahnya, sebab kau telah pergi dengan berjuta kisah pada kembang itu.

angin tak lagi kencang...
kabut pun terasa akan menghilang...
aku masih disini, berdiri tepat dimana kau pernah berdiri, melambaikan tangan, dan melempar senyuman.
tempat dimana kau sering menjemput ku dengan hangat peluk dan cium mu.
aku tak seperti itu lagi
aku tak seperti kabut dan angin yang datang dan pergi
aku masih disini, sepi....sendiri...tak seperti dulu lagi...
tak beranjak
berdiri tepat dimana kau pernah berdiri....

CINTAKU TAK BERSALAH PADAMU

Siang berganti malam, malam pun berganti siang, begitulah waktu ini berputar, bergulir tiada henti. Aku tetap saja berdiri disini, di tepian tebing curam, jalani semua dengan sepi seperti malam tak berbintang. Tanpa mu ku lalui hari demi hari dengan rasa gundah dan rindu yang membara, tak tertahankan. Aku Tak bisa diam dalam rumah itu karena dirimu selalu ada dalam setiap sudut ruang dan waktu, membangkitkan rindu ku padamu. Apakah kau tak merasakan resah gelisah hatiku karena rinduku itu ? sungguh aku tak mengerti apakah ini badai atau kah sekedar rekayasa yang kau ungkapkan sebagai alibi hingga kau melupakan semua indah itu. Kenapa kau hukum cinta suciku sedang itu bukan perbuatan ku ?

aku tetap saja berdiri disini, menghadang rasa hina yang tumbuh dari akar dusta yang kau semai dan kau pun terus menghujam ku dengan sebilah keris yang kau asah dari waktu kewaktu karena harta dan uang aku tak punya, cinta suci tak berarti apa apa.

kau yang memberiku cahaya
kau yang membuat ku bangkit dari keputusasaan
kau yang membuatku mengerti hidup
kau yang membuat ku pergi meninggal kan dunia kelam itu

tapi kenapa setelah kau sadarkan aku, kau campakkan aku kembali ke dalam dunia itu ? apa salah ku...apa dosaku..atau sebegitu jahatnya kah aku sehingga kau membalasku dengan sebegitu parahnya ? bukankah kau juga akan sedih dan menderita jika kekasih melukai hatimu ? jangan kau siksa cinta ku...karena cintaku tak bersalah padamu...